Hello , na peru vineetha 27 years untundhi. oka gov employee ni. Naku recent ga ne pelli ayindhi. Vaalaki na mogudu okade koduku, inkevaru leru. Atha okate undhi, mama garu eppudu velipoyaru. Na mogudu peru mohan, athanu middle east lo pani chestu undevadu. 6 months ki okasari vachevadu.
Ma atha peru vachi sushma. Aame 47 years untayi, kani chala healthy ga, nakanna podavu ga untundhi. tanaki muku kinda juttu molustundhi nallaga. Na pelli ayina oka nelake na modugu work ki velipoyadu. Nenu na atha iddaram matrame intlo vuntam. Tanu deggara unde school lo teacher, memu iddaram okesari office ki vele valamu poduna kaani sayantram, tanu nakana mundu vachesedhi, nenu 7 ki atla vachedani.
Jeevitam antha bagane pothundhi, na mogudu prati roju night naku call chesevadu, memu iddaram roju matladu kune valamu, phone lo ne baga srungaram chesevalamu. Na shape lu 34c 32 36 , na podavu 5.4 inchlu. Mamulga nenu churidar leka cheera katukune daanni. Avi chala manchi shape la lo undevi. Endukante vati sangathi chudataniki na mogudu ikada ledu kada.
Inka saga deyakuda asalu vishyaniki vasthanu, oka roju sanivaram, ma atha intlo undhi. Poduna nenu oka rendu rojulu ma intiki veli vastanu ani adiganu. Tanu em parvaledu amma veli ra, enjoy cheyi ani chepindhi. Nenu chala happy ga unanu, ventane cotton cheera katukuni, koni battalu sardukuna. Ma illu akada nunchi oka ganta bus journey matrame.
Veletappudu tana cheyi patukuni thank you ani cheppanu. Em parvaledu le nenu chusukunta ikadi sangathi ani cheppindhi. Nenu 9 ki start ayi, bus stand ki vachi, bus kosam wait chestu unanu. Oka bus kuda raledu. Oka musalodu vachi “ meru ekadiki ina velthunara?” ani adigadu. Nenu “avunu” ani cheppanu. Athanu eroju strike anukokunda sudde ga petaru edo local godava vallana ani cheppadu.
Nenu chala disappoint ayanu. Oka auto ina vastundemo anukuna, 2 -3 auto lu vachina, ma place chepagane ipudu antha duram veladam risk tho kudina pani amma ani cheppi velipoyaru. Nenu oka 45 minutes wait chesanu, inka vadu anukuni next week velachu ani anukunanu.
Nenu intiki tirigi vachi, na degara una spare key tho door open chesanu, akada ma atha ekada ledu. nidra pothundi anukuni, sofa pina bag padesi, tana room ki vellanu. Door koncham open ayi unte, nenu emi alochincha kunda tosanu. Akada em chusano telika shock tinanu. Oka musalodu ma atha ni hathukundhi, mudhulu peduthunadu. Naku chala chiraku vesindhi.
Na kaallu rendu kadala lekapoyayi. Koni second la varaku, nenu emi cheyaleka poyanu. Validdaru nanu chusi shock tinaru. Sorry cheppi , nenu na room ki velipoyanu. Door lock cheykunda musi veli oka chempu ninda neelu tagaanu. Na vallu motham vanukuthundhi, vedi ekkipoyindhi.Na bed meedha kurchuni, table meedha tala petukunanu.
Oka 10 min taruvata, na room door open avadam naku telustundhi ma atha na deggariki vachindhi, kani nenu emi palakaledu, endukante ela react kavalo naku telitam ledu. rakarakaala alochanalu na burra lo tirgutunayi. Oka nimisham varaku akada evaru kadalaledu. Tana cheyi na bujam pina vesi “ sorry” ani bonguru poyina gonthu tho cheppindhi.
Kani nenu na talanu piki ethaledu. Na pakana kurchuni , malli “daya chesi nanu kshaminchu, naku telsu nenu chesindhi tappu” ani cheppindhi. Tanaku evaru leru tana sareera avasarala kosam, tanu ontaridhi, adokate tanu aa tappu cheydaniki karanam kavachu ani anukuna. Kaani nenu emi matladaledu.
Kaani naku edupu vachesindhi, tanu anduku cheyina na kaalu pina petti” ee okasariki manninchu, inkepudu ila cheyanu, nuvu ante naku chala gouravam undhi” ani cheppindhi.
Nenu chestunadhi ekuva ani naku telsu, kani edupu aapuko leka pothunanu. Nenu edvadam chusi tanu nanu side nunchi gattiga vatesukuni, tana deggariki lakundhi. Na tala tana bujam pina vaali undhi, na edupu ni nenu control chesuko leka pothunanu. Tanu nannu odarchutu, “ em badha padaku, sorry chepthuna ga mali idi cheyanu…..” ani chepthundhi.
Edchina taruvata, koncham relax ayanu, inka nenu tana bujam pina unanu, tanu nanu tadut, na juttu ni nimurutu undhi. Nenu kuda tanaki sorry cheppanu. Cheppalante naku telidu nenu em matldali ani, mi idarini chusinappudu . kani ipudu emi kopam ledu ani cheppanu. Tanu “ nil anti kodalu naku ravadam na adrustam. Inka meedata malli cheyanu. Manam idaram manchi friends” ani chepthu na edupu chusi nanu bed meedha paduko pettindhi.
Tanu kuda na pakkana padukuni, calm ga undu ani adigindhi. Nenu tana kalla lo ki chusanu, tana kallu motham kanneru tho nindi undhi. Nenu tana tho “sare ma inka vadileyi antha. Naku telsu inka nuvu cheyavu ani” ani cheppanu. Tanu navvi, na nuduti pina muddhu peti, nanu kallu musukuni nidra pomandi.
Taruvata tana left hand tho ok amma tana baby ni patukuni nidra ponistunatlu, nanu jo kodutundhi. Nenu kuda manasikam ga alisipoyanu, na kallu rendu mellaga musukuntunayi, mellaga tana cheyi na pota pina nundi teesindi. Tana velu (fingers) na left hand ni ruddhutunayi, naku ibbandi ga nu, alane relax ga nu undhi okesari. Na bujam nundi kinda daka rudutu undhi.
Ala 2 -3 sarlu chesindhi. Kani nenu na kallu open cheyaledu. Nidrapoyinatlu alane unanu,tana velu na buggalanu rudutu, na meda (neck) degariki vachayi, naalo edo teliyani haayi ala chestu unte. Tanu na meda antha ala rudutuhu, na sallu ni okasari ala pina takindi cheera meedha nunchi. Nalo current okasari ala pass ayindi. Naku vanuku kuda modalu ayindi, taruvata tanu mellaga na pita teesi, na left sallu ni patukundhi.